Oh I, oh I, oh I've
Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
A light goes out on the other side
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
Treading on the tracks in the night time
It never really felt like the right time
Suicide, suicide, suicide
I'm so fucking lonely beneath this
Narcissistic, can't keep a secret
Miscount sheep, I can't sleep,
a misfit
Some say troubled, but
some say sadistic
Bruises my brother, one time or the other
My skin felt counterfeit, silicone, rubber
Bruises my sister, skin pop the blister
Dig deep resist the
feeling when it hits you
Oh I, oh I, oh I've
Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
A light goes out on the other side
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
Treading on the tracks in the night time
It never really felt like the right time
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Sick boy, sick boy, bitten by a tick, boy
I've
Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
A light goes out on the other side
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
Treading on the tracks in the night time
It never really felt like the right time
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Suicide, suicide,
suicide
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Suicide, suicide, suicide
It's hard to take off from the ground
when your wings are cut
Your stomach burns when you're drinkin'
from an empty cup
You know the entire ocean
came from my tear ducts?
I see the world through fibonacci sequences
and double dutch
I guess there's some that's born lucky,
there's some that's not
I tried to cut away my bitterness,
hatchet job
I locked my youth in a
trunk inside a pick- up truck
Then dumped the whole thing over the same
bridge the night you jumped
I think about that sometimes,
vividly
What it felt like to look down
and see tranquility
One sudden movement
in a world of possibility
Only one movement to expose our fragility
I fucking miss you and I miss myself
I miss thinking we
were indestructible as well
I miss chilling by the pier cave
and kicking back
With Callum, Hugo, Sagar, Justin,
Stevie and the fuckin' lads
I miss missing that,
I numbed myself to close the gap
I never even call them up, the distance
is my plaster cast
The truth is that the day you jumped
my childhood jumped too
But I still can't find the anger all I
find is missing you
Man, I miss you with all my rhymes
I picture running five minutes
quicker, I'm right on time
I picture pulling you back over the edge and then
we're crying
And holding you my brother
and telling you that it's fine
That's not the way that I worked 'cause I
was late like a jerk
There's not a day where I could find a way
to break from the hurt
Your body missing so we never got to wave
to the hearse
I hope you're listening,
I love you man, I miss you absurd
Fuck