Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
Hooo!
First time we touch, I was blown.
I was blown.
Still chase the high
Now that I'm grown
Love and hate relationship
Determine outcomes of the things I do
When I'm alone, I dream of you
Fourteen, morphine,
drip quick, lost dreams
Stick it in then pull it out
I'm addicted, no doubt, an affliction
Gone south, need attention at all times
She don't look my way and I'm sad,
in the lunch line looking all fine
First time that I lost my head,
was the day that I lost my way
Could've cost me the life I made,
at the hands of a man insane
With rage, sex brought out
the demon ablaze
Anytime that the semen was raised from
the balls to the tip I was high and amazed
In a daze, not a phase,
I was hooked from the first time
Kinda like the first line, up the nose,
pulling off the clothes of the first time
Having it the worst way,
thinking that she cursed mine
Food threw in a snatch box,
who knew that a crack rock
With a matchbox,
getting lit up at the stash spot
Could intrude on the mood of a young man
I can feel the same feeling at
the tat shop
Chemical balance is out of whack
From the first time I counterbacked
With the right hand and the lotion
Now the mic stand and devotion
Amp lify my inner mind's eye intrusion
No illusion, I'm human
And that's my flow, no shame here
It's crystal why I came here
Keep chasing that verse high until I die
That's not my aim here
I got much more to give
First time we touched, I was blown
Still chase the high,
now that I'm grown
Love and hate relationship determined
outcomes of the things I do
When I'm alone, I dream of you
I dream of you
I'm ten years old watching
Love
Boat and
Fantasy
Island
I flip on the last reg and seen
the image of
Vanity smiling
It's getting hot here,
what's going on is not clear
My dick start dripping, watching
DJ
Hooker have a lot clearer
I'm rubbing my balls,
it feels better than I have ever imagined
White stuff flew out of my penis,
am I bleeding?
What the fuck happened?
Did I pee on myself? I'm confused,
am I a pervert?
De ranged, is
God watching?
Am I evil?
Should I hide, should I be ashamed?
But it's over, my dick's shriveled up soft
I'm shaking, confused
I grab my dirty sock and wipe
the white stuff off
At suppertime, thanks for the food,
saying grace
What if my mother knows what I did
and she's ashamed?
I can't look her in the face
Later that night,
I'm in bed conspiring
I'm frightened, but then I said fuck it
I pull my dick out and I tried it again
It's even better, wow, I can't stop
Five times a day, every day
I can't put my dick away
Let me play
I got horny watchin' sci -fi,
Star
Trek,
Star
Wars,
Dune
Bustin' nuts on the walls
in my grandmother's bathroom
Fat kid, I look like the white chub rockin',
wishin' someone was jockin'
Every place I go,
I'm constantly come droppin'
The cheerleaders,
the nerd girls with glasses
At night, I jerk off to the slow chick that
picks her nose in my special wet glasses
Sex with couch pillows,
every time I see girls on the street
I run home and I rub my dick between
some hamburger meat
Headbanger bitches with 80's
heavy metal hair
Perverted shit,
Debbie
Gibson
Shakin' my love while I'm jerkin' it
Tiffany workin' it
Reminiscing of the sensation
of my earliest erection
Causing constant cum stains on my
VHS collection
I still chase it
First time we touched
I was blown
I was blown
Still chase the high
Now that I'm grown
Now I'm grown
Love and hate relationship determines
outcomes of the things I do
When I'm alone,
I dream of you
Please leave, please leave my neck
Please leave neck
Please leave, please
leave, please leave
Please leave
Lookin' in the mirror,
flip down my underoos
Tap on the toilet bowl
Let the hand I hold the mic with
Take it slow
Take a hard breath
Let me see more blood