I held my tongue, and the joy arrived
And they all laughed when arms outwined,
oh no
Oh no
I held his hand but felt alone
Don't wanna be here or at home
Oh no
Oh no
Darling, don't tear me up miles deep
Staring at a blank screen,
chasing an ideal dream
And he's fighting for things
that don't exist
And I'm trying not to think
of
all the things that I miss
And I try to figure it out
But they all talk so quick
And they all stare so loud
And the elephant in my room,
remember
How I used to go and lose
my temper
All the little changes in all those faces
You make when you try to be smart
So I will play my part
I spent too long on what he said
Let myself fall back in a sofa bed
Oh no, oh no
I've paid my debts with these old sights
The mirror's sick of looking at my eyes,
oh no
Darling, don't tear me up miles deep
Staring at a blank screen,
chasing an ideal dream
And you're starting for
things that don't exist
And I'm trying not to think
of
all the things that I missed
And I, I'm always trying to be cool
But I, I just wanna tell you the truth
And I, I hope we won't go through
And so long as mine is
just what I can do
And the elephant in my room
remembers
How I used to go and lose my temper
All the little changes
in all the faces
you make when you're trying to be smart
So I will play my part